It's amazing how many good days I have been having. Which is strange, normally nice days creep me out and make me feel bad for not doing more with my life, but lately they have been okay. I'm on my own and everything is sorting itself out. It's like I finally stopped worrying, I stopped keeping myself up at night, I stopped biting my nails over what you thought of me. Today I sat on the balcony and all I could think about is how green everything in the park is getting and how I can't wait to see it tomorrow or next week or the week after that.
I thought I'd get to see my roommates grow when I came here.
I miss a lot of people and I am going to find you all again, I want to say I am sorry and I have been unfair to all of you after how you've helped me.